Currently I had spent most of my time on assignments from day to night which made me a bit sick and exhausted.. the deadlines for those assignments are around the corner but yet haven’t done yet… However, life is still goin on! Hope everything will be fine and go smooth!
Mid-term exam tomorrow at 8am for animation subject but I have not yet prepare for the paper. The notes make me a bit dizzy…WTH is it.. Abolish the exam pls!!!!!!!!! Maybe i should do that ^^ good luck guys!
Friendship.Full stop.
Currently, someone just said I insincerely as a friend and decided by side to break off the relations with me through a message. Honestly, this message it was just enough to swift my mood from happy as living on the cloud to bad as shit! How difficult for me to be cure from the past, release myself from all the sorrow but how can he just simply destroyed all my effort just with a called and message while he facing his own family problem, emotional like a child? Just make me feel bad and doubt with myself again. Do I really make people feel like I was really insincerely as a friend? What is friend about then? Give me a definition of friendship. I guess there’s none of absolutely answer.
For my side, I think I had already done for what I supposed to do with my ability. I don’t own you my time and life as u wish. There are too many things for me to do for life like Studies and career plan. Work hard to make ourselves and our parents’ life even better in quality. Work hard and play hard for life is what we suppose to do now. I cannot tell you or list out all my tasks to prove that I’m really busy and pressure here. It seems very ridiculous and childish. But Friendship, no need a word, but we still could understand each other. Friendship, no need to meet frequently but we still know what they are doing sometimes, as long as they are staying healthy and keep struggle for their own living. Maybe I just didn’t spend my time as much as you expect for, and never do much as a friend with your perceive. Oh well, then just out of my life if you think so. I had no more energy to console and explain each for you since you had already made your own conclusion without think from my side.
Humans really used to create a lot of problems but unfortunately there’s too many things for me to solve at the moment which are more priority and important. Maybe we were wrong last time, that’s really not an easy task for us to keep as friend. I think this is the best solution between us. I will clear it out soon once I clear up my entire task here. But please, dun just simply comes to influence my emotional again no matter what. I need some space to breathe for live. Nothing more I can be settling and hold on now.
My style for pre-convo photo album^^looks sexy?would like to untie my riben?come on babe..if you dare to..
It’s a gathering with my lovely buddies at Rendezvous Steak Garden. Happy birthday to Li Peng(the 2nd white shirt lady from right) & Seok Yong (Pink lady)… Besides, Chi San (Blue shirt) and Li Peng will continue with their master course now in UPM… all the best for both!! May dreams come true!
Sometimes, the feeling of love is just something misty with illusion. However, at this moment, allow me to sink into the wonderful illusion. Enjoy the feeling of love before the new day coming.
I had no idea how could I start have feeling on you and now I afraid that we will lose our tacit understanding for the change, hesitate and not yet ready to leap the boundaries of love.
A song’s lyric that make me feel touching (Only A Memory Away)
Will you miss me when I’m gone?
Will you remember
all the good times we’ve had?
The hardest thing
about leaving is saying goodbye.
We’ll always be the greatest of friends.
I’ll miss you more than I can say.
And when I’m blue,
I’ll just dream about you.
I’ll be only a memory away.
(music)
We’ll always be the greatest of friends.
I’ll miss you more than I can say.
And when I’m blue,
I’ll just dream about you.
I’ll be only a memory away.
You’re something special to me.
Friendship is something
that money can’t buy.
And if you need me,
you know that I’ll be there for you.
We’ll always be the greatest of friends.
I’ll miss you more than I can say.
And when you dream,
I’ll be there for you.
I’ll be only a memory away.
We’ll always be the greatest of friends.
I’ll miss you more than I can say.
And when you dream,
I’ll be there for you.
I’ll be only a memory away.
I had tried a dress at Topshop KLCC by today after my lecturer class. The dress really looks nice and gorgeous which can fit my body pretty well but still a bit expensive for me. Anyway, have to promise myself to work even harder. One day, I wil become a financial independent women who able to grab watever she want without any high consideration.
About me
Hi, I'm SyLVene from Malaysia. A country surrounded by sea, abundant with flora & fauna. I’m a girl next door with big dreams and great ambition. Armed with dogged determination and a strong self-belief. "A dive into my life" is my blog title used to symbolize life which is wide, deep, full of unexpectation and opportunity. I hope can share with all my lovely friends about my growth, my experiences, my life and everything through this blog. Nothing is easy in life but don't give up easily without try.
